SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: YOU “PICK UP” OTHER PEOPLE’S THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TOO MUCH YOU’RE EASILY TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE YOU FEEL CLOUDY/ IN A HAZE AND UNFOCUSED, YOU DON’T FEEL LIKE “YOURSELF”/ NATIVE ENERGY NOTE: PEOPLE CAN THINK THAT OUR ENERGETIC BODIES IS A GOOD MEDITATION/ VISUAL TRICK. LIKE OH, “IMAGINE” IM [...]
What’s It like to have a non-dual awakening? To fully run out of karma?
Hi It’s Maria. I’ve been blogging for some time now since I was younger about thus called awakening experiences. Since 2016 I’ve had what would be called “siddhi” activations or kundalini whatnot where the energies of disincarnate beings, trees, people’s thought-emotion thought goop would surround them. A lot of metaphysical theories felt radiant to me, [...]
What happens when you run out of karma to burn?
Hi. I’m Maria I’ve been gameless for a while now. I had important dreams that felt like hit home the process I was feeling into. One. I was a coach on the sidelines running with the players, but I’m not a player anymore. I have no scoreboard. Two. I tried to ask the choreographer what [...]
On divine identities…
Last feb2023 i got married, etherically to shiva. Not just the indian deity, but the whole concept and energy of primordial emptiness across dimensions. I think some people might read this as im being devoted or if not, deluded but i say married almost in a mathematical way. When all your chakras are in sync [...]
Growing a (temporary) etheric dick
Hello! Okay I hope I don’t scare off any of the sincere spiritual seekers off of here because of the click-baity(?) odd(?) title but I promise you I am sharing for the sake of other people who might have/will ecounter a similiar experience and for folks to have an expanded notion of their energetic bodies. [...]
ON SPIRITUAL BYPASSING, ESCAPISM AND LEARNING THE ROPES OF THE HUMAN CONDITION
Alternatively: ON EMBODIMENT, EGO & INTEGRATED AWAKENINGS ON SPIRITUAL BYPASSING, ESCAPISM AND LEARNING THE ROPES OF THE HUMAN CONDITION 1 ALRIGHT. OKAY. I FEEL LIKE ITS GENERALLY QUITE PAINFUL TO HAVE A HUMAN EXPERIENCE HMMMN?? SO WHEN PEOPLE SEEK, HAVE AND TAP INTO A DIVINE EXPERIENCE, IT’S KINDA NOT-HUMAN AND WE THINK! (QUITE REASONABLY) OH [...]
HOW TO COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR CHAOS / chaotic bxches
OK THESE IS FOR THE UNDERRATED OFT MISUNDERSTOOD ASPECT OF THEM CHAOTIC BXTCHES — WHAT IMPULSE AND INTUITION IS AND A TREATISE ON CONSCIOUS AND AWARE DEATH AND DESTRUCTION — 2 YOU’VE PROBABLY BEEN TOLD YOU’VE BEEN TOO MUCH SUGGESTIONS AND IDEAS TOO RADICAL JUST VERY DIFFERENT FROM THE CANON, A DOT VERY MUCH AWAY [...]
BABY ARCHETYPE: how to heal inner child
INNER CHILD WORK IS ALWAYS A CORNERSTONE TO INTEGRATED HEALING ESP HEARING OUR OWN NEEDS ++ OTHER BOONS AND BANES OF BEING BABY 2 WE DON’T HAVE MUCH RITUALIZED RITES AROUND “COMING OF AGE” “BECOMING AN ADULT”. IF ANYTHING, A LOT OF OUR CORRUPT SYSTEMS OF POWER, AND RESPONSIBILITY HAVE DEPRIVED US OF THE SACRED [...]
INTENTIONS AND ALIGNMENT
1 NOT TO MAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT HEALING, BUT IF YOU INTEND FROM A PLACE OF RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR HEALING IT WILL ABSOLUTELY. TRULY. BE AN ASTONISHINGLY FRUSTRATING EXPERIENCE 2 People get into magick, curious about the underbelly of the universe because they’re pushed against a wall and want a way out. “my meds aren’t [...]
PATH TO WHOLENESS, POLARITY
1 catch, throw. dark, light. cup, substance. even before we had the weightedness of het gender around the “feminine” and “masculine” older wisdom bodies have referred to it as the yin and the yang, the 0 and 1, or drew the moon and the sun. when I speak of polarity, it’s to talk about the [...]
ENERGETIC RECLAMATION: THE DREAMING
1 drunk in spirit-wine we skirt the edges of dreaming flowing in many forms love 2 there is much energy in the liminal, so many of our practices (the specific pose and technique of breathe, the fast, the plants, the gongs..) delta wave “etc” are a passage to an altered state because that is also [...]
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