A deeply underrated aspect of
the divine feminine is it’s fierce
call to awareness.
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IT’S THE SOUND OF SNAPPING
FINGERS, A WELL PLACED B*TCH SLAP
WELL DESERVED OF A MASCULINE’S NUMB
MEDIOCRITY. IT’S AN EXPLOSIVE ENERGY THAT
WAKES PEOPLE THE FUCK UP.
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Often times the feminine energy is put down
as being overly critical, emotionally angry, too sensitive
or unstable and unhinged.
It can sound like:
Is there a place for my Anger? (I have so much of it)
Can I be less fierce? More “nice” and “palatable”?
(how can my chaos count as love?)
(I seem to only hurt people with this how can this be love?)
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DEAR LOVER,
ANY “UNCOMFORTABLE” EMOTIONS TRANSMITTED
FROM AN OPEN HEART, DOUSED WITH LOVE IS NOURISHING
TO THE NERVOUS SYSTEM. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT, RAGE, FRUSTRATION,
BATHED IN LOVE, OFFERED LIKE A CUP IS NOURISHING.
ITS TWO PARTS IM HURTING AND ONE PART WAKE THE FUCK
UP, I LOVE YOU, WHAT THE FUCK??
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and that’s the thing.
underneath that criticism, and that passive aggressiveness
is pain
underneath that cutting and sharp loose words is a test:
that “you could do better”
underneath that expectation,
is pain that you’re not meeting me
YOU MUST EXPRESS THIS PAIN, THIS HEART LONGING NEED.
FOR YOUR ANGER-DISAPPOINTMENT TO BE AN OFFERING & INVITATION TO LOVE
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YOUR FIERCE LAVA
YOUR CUTTING SWORDS
YOUR DEMAND AND DISAPPOINTMENT
IS AN EXPRESSION OF LOVE
YOU ARE AN ANATHEMA TO ASLEEP
YOUR RAGE IS DIVINE
IT’S SEXY.
READ THAT AGAIN
DURGA. PELE. SHIVA. DEVA.
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Understand that the collective body of the feminine
has SO. MUCH. RAGE. that is very much warranted
natural, logical, inevitable.
AND THAT MAYBE FOR A TIME,
you will work out this rage through, activism, theory,
personally, in private. I love that, That’s wonderful of you
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THE DIMENSION I OFFER YOU THOUGH
IS TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOUR FIRE BORN WITH TEETH
TO BE SO IN FRIENDS WITH SISTER RIGHTEOUS RAGE
THAT YOU CAN OFFER AND DANCE AND TRANSMIT HER
BEAUTIFULLY IN THE PERFECT MOMENTS:
A WELL-AIMED WAKE UP CALL
IN THE PIT OF AN ARGUMENT
ON STAGE WITH A MIC
WHEN YOU ASK MONEY FROM YOUR BOSS
WHEN THE CAULDRON IS OVERBOILING AND
YOU FULLY UNDERSTAND HOW TO WEILD YOUR
HEART AND YOUR TONGUE LIKE A GIFT:
IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
I WILL KILL YOUR UNCONSCIOUSNESS.
WAKE UP, MAHAL
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