WE ALL WANT DIFFERENT NICE THINGS IN OUR LIVES: CLARITY, PLEASURE, POWER, HAPPINESS/BUOYANCY, RELAXATION ETC.
BUT HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT ENERGETICALLY THESE ARE ALL DIFFERENT
TEXTURES (ANTAGONISTIC!) AND ESSENTIALLY PASSING STATES
AND WHAT WE WANT IS NOT BROWN BLOB OF ALL THESE COLORS MUSHED TOGETHER BUT THE FLUENCY TO SHIFT INTO ONE TEXTURE TO ANOTHER?
THIS IS WHY I ADVICE HAVING A
- DIAGNOSIS/ REAL HONEST CHECK IN WITH YOURSELF WITH WHAT KIND OF NUTRIENTS YOU REALLY NEED
- AND A VERY CONSCIOUS PRACTICE, COMMAND OF EVOCATION IN YOUR LIFE
THE NEXT SLIDES WILL COVER USUAL “DESIRED” FEELINGS AND THE ENERGETIC EXPLORATION OF HOW THESE SIT. PLEASE!!! OBSERVE YOUR BODY. WHERE, HOW THESE ARRIVE.
A LARGE NAVEL CHAKRA. A SUN THAT CAN OCCUPY AND PRESS ITSELF PHYSICALLY AROUND A ROOM. YOUR ROOT FULLY PUNCHING DOWN TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH
UNSHAKABLE. INPENATRABLE. THE BODY SLIGHTLY TILTS FORWARD AS YOUR ENERGY PRESSES ITSELF TO A CERTAIN DIRECTION. LEADERSHIP. DEEP INNER STILLNESS/QUIET AND ALIGNMENT IN ONE’S ENERGY, W ZERO ENTERTAINMENT OF DOUBT.
“MASCULINE”/ EXPANSIVE SATURN
ASK WHEN DID I FEEL THIS WAY?
ASK WHAT IMAGES EVOKE THIS?
TAN TIEN POST
BUT ALSO CONSIDER: ATLAS, EMBODYING THE AURA OF A GIANT/ BENEVOLENT LARGER ENERGY (you can wear it briefly like a suit for the stage/meeting etc) HIGHER SELF, ARCH ANGEL MICHAEL ETC.
WHAT BLOCKS THIS?
HOW DO I HOUSE THIS?
WHATS THE BEST WAY I INVOKE THIS?
WHAT IS MY HEART WARRIOR WILLING TO DIE FOR? AND THUS WILLING TO LIVE FOR?
(for: action, conviction, influence, labor)
softened edges all over, like bokeh, awareness off focus melting into pure sensation, a release a letting go and drinking in of tanglble form
sweet, creeping small gentle flowers and kisses, possibly a flood like blanket (ecstatic has a more piercing/ squarish energy re peak orgasm), kneaded dough, collapse, but also magnetic, like a tongue seeking food
ASK when did I feel this way?
ASK what evokes this out of me?
Circulation post and see if you can circulate “orgasm”. this texture “sanctifies” a lot of difficult darker emotion thru for eg: kink. see if you can gather it into a ball of ambrosia and milk, bathe, sponge it through your tenseness, and lace your labor with it. for ace/demi this can be only sensuality and be magnetless ergo not sexual/pulling
What blocks this?
Best way I access this?
What does my heart break open for? in excited invitation?
(for: release, delight, ease, youth)
I REACH AND FEEL ALL THE EMPTY SPACE IN EXTENDING RADIUS AROUND ME. THE DARK MATTER, THE AIR. THE INFINITE SKY. THE INFINITE IN ME. THE OUT BREATH EXPANDS TO A GREATER EXPANSE
ALL NOISE, PHENOMENA MINIMIZES, TIME SLOWS TO A POINT OF UNION, STILLNESS
also called “freedom” / death
CONSIDER: HOLDING “SPACE” AS literally being able to expand as space, and being able to hold that primordial emptiness and spaciousness. think: zen koan the noise of one hand clapping
WHEN HAVE I FELT TIMELESS?
EXPLORE ON YOUR OWN
CLARITY / SINGLE POINTEDNESS / DIRECTION
SHAPE SHIFTING DITTO DOUGH / OPENNESS
FIRE WATER AIR EARTH LIFE DEATH
YOU ARE A SHIFTING ECOSYSTEM
ALIVE AND EVER FLOWING W GROWING CAPACITIES WELCOME THE QUALITIES EMERGENT AND EVOKED IN YOU…