people often sever parts of themself that used to not fit in “convenient” perceptions of self. we simply have limited and honestly terrible models of structure, to grow a— “self”
once we tap into ourselves as mandalas, fractals, paradoxes, as worlds into ourselves, our attention attrains itself into an expanded sense of being, and liberates our experience of who we are….
OK COOL HOMIE HOW??
Sometimes, when I guide some of y’all in vision journeys there’s more than one souls running around in your vehicle. Even if i talked about energetic blueprint, the funny thing is that people have multiple working archetypes all the time. Archetypes are character scaffolds your soul grows your “self” into.
Some paradox eg are:
The Divine Mother is also a Don Juan. The Tiniest Baby can simultaneously have a Dom Daddy. Someone with a feral wolf archetype is also into relaxed poetry. It’s quite logical for these to co-exist really. They’re complimentary.
Studies have shown that the highest correlation of what deities you seen in a DMT experience is to the archetypes related to your astrology.
Buddhist deity work involves actually meditating on the highest expression and union of your disparate archetypal qualities and allowing that to be the scaffolding; for your attentional awareness to grow an ego-self unto. (this is why they call it spiritual “technology” etc cause a self is nurtured)
I share this not because I suddenly need you to do Diety work.
I share this because it gives you permission and legitimacy for your odd disparate qualities. These “yous” in your head not given daylight, can work as a team, as an odd family deeply boded in your mortal coil with it’s differing kinks, capacities, names, tendencies, eras, abilities, timelines, ALL OF YOU FINALLY!! HAS SPACE!!
We love dismembering and muting little aspects of yourself thinking there’s somehow a scarcity of space of what your vehicle can hold. When i say reclaim all of you — I MEAN LITERALLY. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. OF YOUs.
This is where the fractal-mandala thing comes in.
Mandalas are worlds within so without.
As above so below.
Your internal world, harmony a model of external confluence.
Fractals, nest into each other, repeating and fold time and space.
There are forever layers of you internally and externally (lol where does Big Self even end)
And the devil-god is in the details.
So consider visualizing all your disparate parts as a pulsing mandala that contains everything. It’s calming right? to finally not dismember yourself?
6 Ok cool cool these are tiny houses i drew for you. Okay go welcome imagine a hearth for all the bastardized ostracized and exiled aspects of you im just on the next slide. See the hearth you just imagined, that a literal psychic space that exists now. its stitched by your consciousness.
7 Okay WEEE ECOSYSTEM TIME. Write all the different names and aspects of you in all the odd colors and letterings and juxtapose them on one another. No think. Feel the underbelly of all these aspects. It’s like rain forrest, like play ground, like magical gears of a placid clock face belonging in each other.
figure out what image best holds MORE of you… you’re probably correct yea…see how it all works together
8 FUCK YOUR LIMITED ASPECTS PERCEPTION OF YOURSELF YOU’RE MORE!!!! YOU’RE EVEN MORE!!! THAN THAT.
WHAT IS GENERATIVE? FURTHER EXPANSIVE AND INCLUSIVE?? HOW CAN ONE ENTERTAIN AND TAP INTO SELF-INTELLIGENT ECOSYSTEMIC COMPLEXITY ORGANIC LAYERS WITH LAYERS EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE EFFORTLESSLY AT ONCE IN AN PERPETUAL DANCE LANDSCAPE OF A BEING SUCH AS YOURSELF.
CAN YOU PLEASE CONSIDER THAT? WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR PERMISSION THERE !!YOU HAVE IT!!! ((i feel like the reason people dont engage w their internal landscapes is people make it seem so stale?? and absent OF CRISP POTENT FIREWORK POSSIBILITY))