NOT TO MAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT HEALING, BUT IF YOU INTEND FROM A PLACE OF RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR HEALING IT WILL ABSOLUTELY. TRULY. BE AN ASTONISHINGLY FRUSTRATING EXPERIENCE
People get into magick, curious about the underbelly of the universe because they’re pushed against a wall and want a way out.
“my meds aren’t working. my job is killing me. there is no saving this relationship”
Maybe you try a few rituals here and there and it has a few meager results. alchemy and transformation becomes a cutely shelved side project in the back of your mind. quirky hobby. curious “interest”. memes. aesthetic.
But don’t you have that nagging feeling that you’re missing something important?
people used to conduct miracles, change shape. would be crippled by awe and bathed in rapture. The whole universe would conspire for a divine meeting that people would write myths about.
aren’t you curious?
how the hell does the Real thing actually happen?
The thing is, you are Spirit. An infinite consciousness in a state of semi-forgetting.
Unless you remember, reclaim, and come into a deep Knowing/Gnosis, and experience of that Truth —there is no weight to your words.
There’s no momentum to your intentions.
You can feel yourself bullshitting yourself, because you don’t feel the energy bursting from you and coming from a state of Capital Truth.
“Ofcourse” & “It is Done”
We say we want “Change” we want “Clarity” but there’s no Conviction. You see on the altar of transformation is the death of a past small “self” and you look really pale with that knife.
Bitching, half guessing. REALLY NO ABSOLUTE SURRENDER to Grace Love Truth a Higher Call that you have a hunch but you don’t have the gall to bet your Life on.
cause it requires sacrifice. and as much as i like the path of Love i also equally adore it’s twin the path of Truth.
How long will you tolerate lying to yourself?
No really, I’m talking about You. You seem to be externalizing a lot of power, magick, grace, transformation. Conveniently exporting the focus to something else when I’m talking about You. Yeah. You.
What are you lying to yourself about?
What actually needs to be done?
If you were honest what would you drop, and what gnarly uncomfy thing do you need to actually do Now?
You know Truth is a quality of energy. It feels full and whole, and is a strong energy of integrity. Love can live here, because there is no betrayal. The through line of what we say we are is how we actually are in our lives.
It cleans you.
And what you create from Truth, naturally emerges as True, because what always is will always become. It’s fundamental, so ofcourse it manifests.
There is nothing but. love. god. truth. beauty.
So what is it that you intend again?