HOW TO COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR CHAOS / chaotic bxches

OK THESE IS FOR THE UNDERRATED OFT MISUNDERSTOOD ASPECT OF THEM CHAOTIC BXTCHES — WHAT IMPULSE AND INTUITION IS AND A TREATISE ON CONSCIOUS AND AWARE DEATH AND DESTRUCTION

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YOU’VE PROBABLY BEEN TOLD YOU’VE BEEN TOO MUCH

SUGGESTIONS AND IDEAS TOO RADICAL JUST VERY DIFFERENT FROM THE CANON, A DOT VERY MUCH AWAY FROM THE BELL CURVE

YOUR MERE EXISTENCE IS ANNOYING AND GRATING SALT AND FOR THE MOST PART. YOU ARE BEING SCHOOLED INTO A CORNER UNTIL YOU GET GOOD AND VERY MUCH HONED TO DELIVER YOUR FLAVOR

HELLO SALT TURNING IRRITATION TO PEARLS

WELCOME

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YOU DON’T MEAN TO BE SO ANNOYING. SO DIFFERENT. THERE’S ALMOST THIS SHROUD OF SELF-APOLOGY. 

IT’S JUST EXCITING ISN’T IT. THE POSSIBILITY. OF A MORE FREE WORLD AND THE THING IS THERE’S THIS VERY — MAYBE MUTED ASPECT OF YOU THAT ENJOYS, RELISHES IN THE IMAGINATION OF PURE. DESTRUCTION>>

AH. YES. WHAT IF WE FUCK SHIT UP??

WHAT IF WE INTRIGUE, AND BURN, WHAT IF WE ARE A BLADE TO THE ALL ENCOMPASSING STATUS QUO

WHAT IF AN IDEA, A SINGLE ARGUMENT, IS JUST ENOUGH, MAYBE PICKING A FIGHT IS SEXY ACTUALLY? WHAT IF IT MAKES PEOPLE COME ALIVE?

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SO YOU TRY TO STUDY YOUR FIRE, MASTER YOUR FIRE, MAYBE YOU DON’T ENTIRELY SNUFF IT OUT AND SEE YOUR IMPACT ON PEOPLE, ON SYSTEMS, ON GROUPS

HUH, THIS ONE HAS MORE JUICE

OH THIS IS MORE RECEPTIVE

AH SHIT DAMN IF I GUT THIS SYSTEM OF ITS LEGS TOO CRITICALLY THE PATIENT AINT GONNA SURVIVE THE OPERATION. I NEED TO BREAK THIS PERSONS TOXIC ATTACHMENT DOWN BUT PUT THEM ON ENOUGH LIFE SUPPORT THAT THEY LAST THE TRANSITION… GROW SCABS

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YOU GET GOOD AND INTENTIONAL ABOUT STRATEGIC WOUNDS AND CUTS. ABOUT SURGERY THAT REOPENS AND REPOSITIONS CERTAIN ILLS AND YOU GET EVEN! MORE !!ANNOYING.!!!

(BUT THE ANNOYINGLY GOOD KIND). YOU COME TO UNDERSTAND YOU’RE NOT REALLY MUCH OF A BUILDER/COTTON CANDY CONSOLER BUT MORE OF A RAZE TO THE GROUND CUT SHIT UP KIND OF BXCH

IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN VIOLENT GROWING UP. BUT YOU LEARN TO ALSO TEMPER AND WIELD THIS W WISDOM

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OH AND SURELY YOU ARE NOT FOR EVERYBODY.

POISONS ARE MEDICINE IN THE RIGHT DOSE, AND THERE’S A CERTAIN KIND OF GUTS AND GALL YOU NEED TO PLAY WITH FIRE. 

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IT’S THE ONE FOR LASTING AND DEEP CHANGE. ITS THE DOWN AND DIRTY, ITS PURIFICATION AND DEEP PURGE. ITS A HANDSHAKE W DEATH AND A PROPER WINK AT THE DEVIL. YOU LEARN TO BE SAFE AND STRATEGIC ABOUT THIS.

YOU LEARN TO RIDE YOUR OWN CHAOS

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AND IT FLIRTS. TRACKS. RUNS. HUNTS. PRECEDES AND OVERRIDES LOGIC. GAINS MOMENTUM. TAKES CALCULATED RISKS. SOME DAYS NINJA, OTHER DAYS AVALANCHE

IF THIS SHOULD BE SOMETHING SO INNATE IN YOU LIKE A RIOT; THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU SHIVA. YOU WILL LEARN HOW TO BEFRIEND IT, AND MAKE WISER DEALS WHEN IT TAKES OVER THE WHEEL AND THE MIC

IT HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL, BUT I WHISPER TO YOU, YOU CAN BE WISE YOU CAN BE WISE

I HOPE YOU DREAM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL COLLAPSE.

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NOTE: FOR ALL MY TOWER CHAOS BITCHES FOR ALL THE WIND AND FIRE HOES FOR ALL THE FRIENDS OF SHADOWS AND MAYBE THIS ISN’T GOING TO BE FAIRY LIGHTS AND RAINBOWS I !! GET YOU!! TO SCORPIO TEETH AND ENERGY LIKE A BAR FIGHT!! FOR THEE WHO LEAVES DESTRUCTION ABOUT YOUR FEET I SEE YOU I SEE YOU!! TO YOU BORN AS A BLADE AND MIGHT DEEP YOURSELF TOO HARSH, STRICT, UNORTHODOX UNREDEEMABLE, ALLOW ME TO WHISPER EVEN YOUR LOVE CAN BECOME WISE. ALCHEMIZE ALCHEMIZE ALCHEMIZE. 

your soul is welcome here

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