Catch it: When the lesson is learned the teacher disappears — mary poppins 1 Karma is mental emotional momentum that across different timelines. Imagine, something so potent and important that it echoes and bangs. As if you need proof, one can see this on someone’s energies as gordian knots waiting for a hero to sever [...]
Author: Maria
10,000 things, enjoys the cross of participatory art, equitable art and collective narrative in TTRPG games. All of which are political and catalysts for personal and collective change. It looks harmless, that's the point.
TEXTURE EXPLORATION
WE ALL WANT DIFFERENT NICE THINGS IN OUR LIVES: CLARITY, PLEASURE, POWER, HAPPINESS/BUOYANCY, RELAXATION ETC. BUT HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT ENERGETICALLY THESE ARE ALL DIFFERENT TEXTURES (ANTAGONISTIC!) AND ESSENTIALLY PASSING STATES AND WHAT WE WANT IS NOT BROWN BLOB OF ALL THESE COLORS MUSHED TOGETHER BUT THE FLUENCY TO SHIFT INTO ONE TEXTURE TO ANOTHER? [...]
Energetic Integrity: Circulation
SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: SOME PARTS OF YOUR BODY FEEL GREAT BUT OTHER PARTS ARE NUMB AND STUCK YOU FEEL DESENSITIZED /“OFF” IN SPECIFIC PARTS OF YOUR BODY. AND FIND IT HARD TO SHIFT GEARS FLOW IN CERTAIN AREAS OF LIFE EMOTIONALLY, MENTAL LEVELS ETC. YOU HAVE ENERGY BUT CAN’T DIRECT IT PROPERLY. [...]
ENERGETIC INTEGRITY: TAN TIEN, POWER HOUSE
SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: YOU’RE ALWAYS TIRED, YOU WANT TO HEAL BUT YOU’RE EXHAUSTED LIKE LYING ON THE GROUND, FIND IT HARD TO TAKE UP SPACE, CAN’T OWN YOUR FULL PRESENCE AND VALUE, DON’T WANT TO “FIGHT”, CAN’T ASK FOR MORE MONEY, PANICKY WHEN OTHER PEOPLE ARE UPSET AT YOU, LAZY/ DON’T KNOW [...]
Energetic Integrity 101: Shielding
SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: YOU “PICK UP” OTHER PEOPLE’S THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TOO MUCH YOU’RE EASILY TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE YOU FEEL CLOUDY/ IN A HAZE AND UNFOCUSED, YOU DON’T FEEL LIKE “YOURSELF”/ NATIVE ENERGY NOTE: PEOPLE CAN THINK THAT OUR ENERGETIC BODIES IS A GOOD MEDITATION/ VISUAL TRICK. LIKE OH, “IMAGINE” IM [...]
HOW TO RECLAIM YOUR ENERGY: SPIRIT GUIDES
we are always connected to source, but we can opt for intermediaries, teaching guides and masters to walk us through what we are learning… 2 I hope that in the previous explorations of Capital Self, one has realized that we can participate in energies that are larger than oneself. If you have an archetypal Mother [...]
Spiritual Meaning of Feminine Rage
A deeply underrated aspect of the divine feminine is it’s fierce call to awareness. - IT’S THE SOUND OF SNAPPING FINGERS, A WELL PLACED B*TCH SLAP WELL DESERVED OF A MASCULINE’S NUMB MEDIOCRITY. IT’S AN EXPLOSIVE ENERGY THAT WAKES PEOPLE THE FUCK UP. - Often times the feminine energy is put down as being overly [...]
Fair warnings and solutions for shroom trips that go sour
Hey wanwu! It’s been a long time since I’ve updated and sometimes I’m surprised by readers emailing me on this account. I’m mostly active on my BTS (kpop group) x spirituality fan account : @diaryofyouth.bts so you can also hit me up there and check out the reels content and occasional course I put up [...]
Are you really intuitive or do you have a C-PTSD coping mechanism? How to heal and form a healthy ego
Hi, I’m Maria and I consider myself quite spiritual and am a highly intuitive person. I’m also personally aware of how closely correlated my early childhood trauma and neglect (Childhood Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or CPTSD) is to my skills in reading and attending to other people’s needs and having a bias towards what I consider [...]
What to do when you’ve awakened and you realize you’re privelaged AF
Hi you! I see you're reading this article and have gone through something that is usually dubbed as an awakening experience. You wake from what is often called the matrix, have a taste of the divine, and for some odd reason you're still in this lifetime, with an ego and a personality, with traits and [...]
Maria Mison 