For energy channelers: don’t miss this

A warning to all channelers: Don't drown out your own energetic signature! So hi. I guess you channel angels or something, or maybe your higher self. Maybe you have excellent access to guides, the upper pantheon reiki or some kind of divine order. That's well and great. I don't doubt you for a second, I [...]

Why you shouldn’t treat pyschic powers as magic…and my reservations with being an energy “healer”

Well an obvious reason is because this leads to an ego trap, a sense that Me, a psychic knows something you can't and therefore I'm better at you. It's kind of like having people who are naturally inclined to be more athletic to be all judgy of all unfit people. That yes, you have a [...]

It’s become quiet in my head

An observation.   Ever since I've meditated I've figured out how to make the narrative part of my head shut up when I want it to. When yogis say - you are not the mind. I kinda get it, because there has been legit a day when I went through the motions of my day [...]

“Enlightenment is different from a healed personality”

Okay this is a real thing to chew on. If you haven't read amarastrand.com what the hell are you doing please go on over there and just consume and stare slack jawed at everything she writes and woven into her writing. Just please allow her perspective to transform you as she's transformed mine. But just [...]

Retiring from Hermitage / Going down from the Mountain Top

Hi! It's been a while since I've written, but today I want to talk about going back to the "Real World" after having gone off soul searching. Or even rude spiritual awakenings. I mean I've had my share, just see this , this or this. I know, I hear you, I get it. After cocooning [...]

I have an energy vortex/spot on my bed

This post has been a long time brewing. Because to be honest my bed and it's weird energy has been a conundrum of mine since 2016 (I'm writing this in 2018) and I've shifted and migrated to different explanations as time has passed and I think I've finally come to conclusion of : Y'all I [...]

Meditations on Gender (being a Man / Woman ..)

How to root yourself in your own experience and not identify so much with "identity" and the clothes which society places upon you ?   I once attended a powerful dance class. The teacher had all these large brusque men be cradled by each other on the floor and to weep like babies. It was [...]

Why does an ALL-LOVING God allow bad things to happen ?

It took us a bit to get there, but one of the younger kids I mentor messaged me this via chat. Do you believe in God? I think it was an interesting conversation so I’ll post about it here somewhat abbreviated.   My answer to the first one was : yes, but not in the [...]