TEXTURE EXPLORATION

WE ALL WANT DIFFERENT NICE THINGS IN OUR LIVES: CLARITY, PLEASURE, POWER, HAPPINESS/BUOYANCY, RELAXATION ETC. BUT HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT ENERGETICALLY THESE ARE ALL DIFFERENT TEXTURES (ANTAGONISTIC!) AND ESSENTIALLY PASSING STATES AND WHAT WE WANT IS NOT BROWN BLOB OF ALL THESE COLORS MUSHED TOGETHER BUT THE FLUENCY TO SHIFT INTO ONE TEXTURE TO ANOTHER? [...]

Energetic Integrity: Circulation

SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: SOME PARTS OF YOUR BODY FEEL GREAT BUT OTHER PARTS ARE NUMB AND STUCK YOU FEEL DESENSITIZED /“OFF” IN SPECIFIC PARTS OF YOUR BODY. AND FIND IT HARD TO SHIFT GEARS FLOW IN CERTAIN AREAS OF LIFE EMOTIONALLY, MENTAL LEVELS ETC. YOU HAVE ENERGY BUT CAN’T DIRECT IT PROPERLY. [...]

ENERGETIC INTEGRITY: TAN TIEN, POWER HOUSE 

 SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: YOU’RE ALWAYS TIRED, YOU WANT TO HEAL BUT YOU’RE EXHAUSTED LIKE LYING  ON THE GROUND, FIND IT HARD TO TAKE UP SPACE, CAN’T OWN YOUR FULL PRESENCE AND VALUE, DON’T WANT TO “FIGHT”, CAN’T ASK FOR MORE MONEY, PANICKY WHEN OTHER PEOPLE ARE UPSET AT YOU, LAZY/ DON’T KNOW [...]

Energetic Integrity 101: Shielding

 SIGNS YOU NEED MORE OF THIS: YOU “PICK UP” OTHER PEOPLE’S  THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TOO MUCH YOU’RE EASILY TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE YOU FEEL CLOUDY/ IN A HAZE AND  UNFOCUSED, YOU DON’T FEEL  LIKE “YOURSELF”/ NATIVE ENERGY NOTE:  PEOPLE CAN THINK THAT OUR  ENERGETIC BODIES IS A GOOD MEDITATION/ VISUAL TRICK. LIKE OH, “IMAGINE” IM [...]

Fair warnings and solutions for shroom trips that go sour

Hey wanwu! It’s been a long time since I’ve updated and sometimes I’m surprised by readers emailing me on this account.  I’m mostly active on my BTS (kpop group) x spirituality fan account : @diaryofyouth.bts so you can also hit me up there and check out the reels content and occasional course I put up [...]

Are you really intuitive or do you have a C-PTSD coping mechanism? How to heal and form a healthy ego

Hi, I’m Maria and I consider myself quite spiritual and am a highly intuitive person. I’m also personally aware of how closely correlated my early childhood trauma and neglect (Childhood Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or CPTSD) is to my skills in reading and attending to other people’s needs and having a bias towards what I consider [...]

What to do when you’ve awakened and you realize you’re privelaged AF

Hi you! I see you're reading this article and have gone through something that is usually dubbed as an awakening experience. You wake from what is often called the matrix, have a taste of the divine, and for some odd reason you're still in this lifetime, with an ego and a personality, with traits and [...]

What your BTS bias says about you

Hello, ARMY here, but also your regular resident psychic energy healer bitch here to deliver you some uncomfy truths but 200000% sureball healing. I deeply adore the presence of bangtan in this current lifetime as per they're really this genuine ball of energy, vulnerability and light that has a momentum that is just so UNPARALLELED. [...]