When you realize your enemies aren’t real, none of it is real

A story. That I'm still coming into grips with so pardon me if it's not so organized. A month ago I realized one of my greatest enemies, on the biggest long standing story/narrative I have about my struggles and woes turned out to be not true. A complete 360 like that sufi poem of how.. [...]

meditating on change

The other day I had dinner with two girls five years younger than me. They were going off to college. One was scared of leaving friends, but already saw it coming. She found herself maturing(?), changing beliefs compared to her friends and already felt that she was leaving them. The other girl was busy on [...]

Me and my 10,000 side projects; how to accept and integrate yourself when you have Too Many Passions and INTERESTS

Do you feel very strongly about multiple things ? Are you struggling with devoting time and commitment to each one, and left with NO TIME and MORE STRESS ? Do you have a hard time with long term planning because you have this FEAR OF MISSING OUT (aka FOMO) and also huge pits of regret [...]

PLS DON’T CALL THE HOMELESS LAZY

[WORK NOTES] **fyi the human incarnate maalia works in a homeless NGO and i have Feelings so ere they are.. PLS DON'T CALL THE HOMELESS LAZY Our Catmon study had less than 3% unemployment rate but 38%!! under the international poverty line of 2usd/day (100pesos). Only HALF are regularized workers. This is comparatively worse than [...]