Retiring from Hermitage / Going down from the Mountain Top

Hi! It's been a while since I've written, but today I want to talk about going back to the "Real World" after having gone off soul searching. Or even rude spiritual awakenings. I mean I've had my share, just see this , this or this. I know, I hear you, I get it. After cocooning [...]

What’s it like to be inducted into an occult mystery school and not knowing shit | On Seraphim and Angel Attunements

This is not a channeled message. Heck I’m clairsentient and sensitive enough to receive and explain messages from Spirit -but cmon fam can’t we weird light working folk just talk a bit, for a second ? Just from weirdo to another. Like sincerely. Did we know half of the shit we got into ? ISN’T [...]

Me and my 10,000 side projects; how to accept and integrate yourself when you have Too Many Passions and INTERESTS

Do you feel very strongly about multiple things ? Are you struggling with devoting time and commitment to each one, and left with NO TIME and MORE STRESS ? Do you have a hard time with long term planning because you have this FEAR OF MISSING OUT (aka FOMO) and also huge pits of regret [...]

How to become a dreamwalker

  PERSONAL BLOGGo intro Okay hi guys, I just had a magical weekend with my mentors and life realization have hit me like a truck. Also work life is doing the Tower right now so I apologize for the late post but: (1) I just spent a whole saturday with three “witches” the way i [...]

dear UN HABITAT, this is what is systematically wrong with grants and NGOs

Your love and energy exchange comes with strings attached. Our focus becomes divided to pleasing you, reporting to you , achieving outcomes YOU want and are looking for. We're busy translating our tongues, marketing ourselves like a bad instagram profile.    at what cost ? transforming hearts empowering people meeting people at where they are [...]

Are you suffering TIBAK/ SJW syndrome? I’ve got just the right thing for you!

are you constantly tired ? are you constantly finding things that aren't agreeing to your ambitious and very noble worldview? are you always frustrated with your government, and how apathetic the people around you are ? and it's making you constantly jaded, cynical and writing well researched elaborate comeback arguments that you don't even. just [...]

An open letter to the depressed

or: the letter I can't send my estranged cousin, because you make yourself feel worse when you see your younger cousin be more "ok" than you, and all I can do is love you through this distance.   hi. I'm not in your position, so who am I to talk? right?   welliloveyou, and I'm [...]

#suddenlypsychic so #TMI!!!

I don't usually want to use the term "psychic" since it comes with a lot of baggage, but I read auras so quickly and automatically now.. That they're no longer educated guesses but are visceral as the senses on my body - and boy, the truth isn't always so pretty. READ ON IF YOU CAN [...]

cool sleep+meditation prompts

you know those really popular ASMR vids, those lowkey roleplaying relaxation prompts that just makes you relaxed and release better.   so nice.   ahhh man. self-hypnosis is definitely one of those bucketlist things to learn and it's really just progressive relaxation to better reprogram your subconscious. DO THE SNAPPY THING. then count to 10! [...]

you had a moment of enlightenment – and you’re terrified – I CAN RELATE.

IT’S OKAY. YOU’RE FINE. BREATHE. DO TEN BREATHS I KNOW YOU ARE QUESTIONING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW DOUBTING EACH CONSTRUCT AND PERCEPTION YOU’VE EVER HAD AND TIME ITSELF AND YOU’RE FUCKING SCARED IT’S FINE. YOU. WILL. GET THROUGH THIS.   trackback: I did a bunch of really strong energetic upgrade codes while reading a book on [...]