Retiring from Hermitage / Going down from the Mountain Top

Hi! It's been a while since I've written, but today I want to talk about going back to the "Real World" after having gone off soul searching. Or even rude spiritual awakenings. I mean I've had my share, just see this , this or this. I know, I hear you, I get it. After cocooning [...]

What’s it like to be inducted into an occult mystery school and not knowing shit | On Seraphim and Angel Attunements

This is not a channeled message. Heck I’m clairsentient and sensitive enough to receive and explain messages from Spirit -but cmon fam can’t we weird light working folk just talk a bit, for a second ? Just from weirdo to another. Like sincerely. Did we know half of the shit we got into ? ISN’T [...]

being “more spiritual” than thou vs the VALIDITY of experience and Lifeness

Is "I'm bring sexy back" a proper meditation guide or music for your daily practice? Is liking money, and having a lot of money -spiritual? Is enjoying, and considering masturbation sacred - a thing?? CAN THAT IS THAT ?? Wait wasn't there than kundalini bit and sacral?? HMMMMMMMM. yes , yes and yes. what the- [...]

An open letter to the depressed

or: the letter I can't send my estranged cousin, because you make yourself feel worse when you see your younger cousin be more "ok" than you, and all I can do is love you through this distance.   hi. I'm not in your position, so who am I to talk? right?   welliloveyou, and I'm [...]

#suddenlypsychic so #TMI!!!

I don't usually want to use the term "psychic" since it comes with a lot of baggage, but I read auras so quickly and automatically now.. That they're no longer educated guesses but are visceral as the senses on my body - and boy, the truth isn't always so pretty. READ ON IF YOU CAN [...]

cool sleep+meditation prompts

you know those really popular ASMR vids, those lowkey roleplaying relaxation prompts that just makes you relaxed and release better.   so nice.   ahhh man. self-hypnosis is definitely one of those bucketlist things to learn and it's really just progressive relaxation to better reprogram your subconscious. DO THE SNAPPY THING. then count to 10! [...]

you had a moment of enlightenment – and you’re terrified – I CAN RELATE.

IT’S OKAY. YOU’RE FINE. BREATHE. DO TEN BREATHS I KNOW YOU ARE QUESTIONING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW DOUBTING EACH CONSTRUCT AND PERCEPTION YOU’VE EVER HAD AND TIME ITSELF AND YOU’RE FUCKING SCARED IT’S FINE. YOU. WILL. GET THROUGH THIS.   trackback: I did a bunch of really strong energetic upgrade codes while reading a book on [...]

owls = aliens ?

this is a quick update. Basically my bestfriend linked me this podcast: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/263-Into-the-Fray-Radio-27628940/episode/itf-auxiliary-03-the-messengers-with-27657797/ and i had my clairsentient, etheric water drops all over me the whole time. THE. WHOLE. TIME. My read on it is either my spirit guide is an owl, the guide has an owl, I’m supposed to pay attention to owls being [...]

an honest letter to the anxious

or: a letter to my best friend, whom i love dearly but can’t fight your battles for   hello. you smart boy. if you were a tarot card, you’d be the hermit. holed up in your den of knowledge, remembering a long scroll of the past, all energies sworling on your mind. what if i [...]

#JUSTDROPIT #INSTANT!! RESULTS

There comes a time when you stress, angst and ponder over something so much it piles up, and this ONE. LASt, thing, become your tipping point, the last 30 pound bale that tips the whole boat over and you’re over it. you’re just done, you do the thing that you needed to do with zero [...]